It isn't the
same thing as defeat. It can only come from being strong enough to trust
completely, and there's nothing weak about that.
Thursday 19 March 2015
Wednesday 18 March 2015
Pampering Night
Well its Hump Day, and let me say, its fucken wonderful that we are half way through the week. I've had enough.
My day yesterday was extremely busy due to an official inspection of my workplace. Holy fuck! The pressure was on but Mz Neta, and the team got through it. That said, I was completely exhausted by the end of the day and all I wanted was to have my feet pampered.
The plan was I was going to my submissive's home for foot pampering.
I arrived at my submissive bill's place about 7.00pm, and will be honest, felt like I was having a heart attack. My chest seemed to have seized up... not sure if it was due to the TV dinner and glass of wine I scoffed down before I left my abode.
I sat down in my throne that doggy had made for me 4 years ago. Heater was turned on, shoes removed and proceeded to regale him with all the happenings in Mz Neta's life over the past 2-3 weeks. A lot has been happening. He listened in rapt attention, looking up at me with worship and admiration and love in his eyes. My doggy is one loyal man. He has been committed to me for such a long time, and I did let him go a couple of times due to other distractions however he got on with life but is so happy to back in my realm.
After a long chat for a good 1.5 hours, it was time for my foot bath. He is so gentle with my feet. He got the temperature of water just right, then placed each foot in delicately. He washed and manipulated my sore and swollen feet. After 20 minutes, he removed my feet, towel-dried them, placed them on the floor, and then lovingly rubbed peppermint cream into each foot. Massage my feet for 40 minutes then moved to my calves and rubbed cocoa butter into them. It was divine.
I need more rubbing, so I moved to the couch, and he sat on my legs and rubbed cocoa butter into my upper thighs whilst I played a word game. That is how relaxed I am with him. I trust him to do the job without any sexual familiarity. If I want sexual touching, he will know. I was too tired for any sexual play, and enjoyed the sensuality of the evening. My legs were grateful for the attentive touch/massage. doggy was grateful to be permitted to touch my smooth, shiny skin. We have a very good D/s dynamic, and it is not about sex... unless I want it to be.
doggy also made me a snack of cream cheese and Huon salmon. Just delicious. Also jindi blue cheese on cracker biscuits... with a glass of water. Oh, I am spoiled by my primary submissive.
doggy chatted about his busy workplace. I listened, smiled and played my word game on my iPhone. He is also making me a spanking bench which will be ready for the Spanking party planned for next week. Its going to be a great evening with FemDoms and sub/slaves present.
Anyway I left around 11.00pmish and tiredly drove home, fell into bed, knackered but content. I did not sleep well actually because whatever was affecting me - heartburn/indigestion or a mild heart attack (OK, I am jesting people) - unsettled me half way through the morning. Ugh. I am going to have to start watching my diet, or my diet intake and avoid fatty foods, and anything acidic. Depressing but for the sake of good health, I will refocus on keeping my beautiful body healthy and free from crap.
Besides all the tiredness and indigestion issues, oh and the audit, the pampering from my doggy, sub bill, was just lovely. I look forward to another pamper in a couple of weeks.
Monday 16 March 2015
Monday, 16 March
Its Monday and I am resting whilst watching Tales of the Darkside. Pity it wasn't BDSM rather than horror-themed.
My glass of beer is going down well, and I am feeling very relaxed considering my day tomorrow is going to be stressful. Aah well, luckily for my submissive, he has the pleasure of pampering my feet tomorrow evening. Lucky him worshipping his Goddess Mistress.
I am also in the process of training a new submissive who has pursued me for quite a few months, and the other day, I finally decided to give him a chance to perfect his skills in serving me the way I want to be served.
He has been given his first assignment which is due this Wednesday.
Let's see how well he does...where others have failed, miserably!
Will keep you updated.
Tuesday 10 March 2015
submissive J has returned
I was surprised today I received an unexpected text from my submissive, J.
He has been mourning the loss of a family member, and ceased communicating with me a couple of months ago.
Unexpectedly, he sent a text to wish me well in life whilst being unsure of my reaction to him.
I knew he would return. Most males return to me just to connect/re-connect with me if we shared special moments.
It is lovely to have him back in my realm.
Why I am pleased he is back is because during the 2 months of non-communication he continued to undertake his evening mantra without fail. I believe him. That is how genuine he is in his submission.
Pity he didn't live in the same city rather than up north.
Aah well, travel and email/text communication will keep us connected.
Welcome back submissive J.
Update:
This man is amazing!
He has been mourning the loss of a family member, and ceased communicating with me a couple of months ago.
Unexpectedly, he sent a text to wish me well in life whilst being unsure of my reaction to him.
I knew he would return. Most males return to me just to connect/re-connect with me if we shared special moments.
It is lovely to have him back in my realm.
Why I am pleased he is back is because during the 2 months of non-communication he continued to undertake his evening mantra without fail. I believe him. That is how genuine he is in his submission.
Pity he didn't live in the same city rather than up north.
Aah well, travel and email/text communication will keep us connected.
Welcome back submissive J.
Update:
This man is amazing!
My blogs
Hi All
These are my blogs for your wicked viewing. Actually they are quite tame, nothing too insane going on in them :)
http://msnetaerotica.blogspot.com.au/
These are my blogs for your wicked viewing. Actually they are quite tame, nothing too insane going on in them :)
http://msnetaerotica.blogspot.com.au/
Sunday 8 March 2015
~ Me ~
The loneliness is there at times for me
The chaos feels like, at times, it is surrounding me
The fulfilment is just out of grasp for me
The sadness is gradually dissipating for me
The yearning for something more is still there for me
The positive focus fluctuates but is still on path for me
This life has its challenges but there are many moments
interesting for me
However, I embrace all that is thrown at me, and know deep
within it keeps me real, and grounded.
My submissive B
My submissive is currently re-invigorating my Throne.
A stained mahogany with black cushion covering. He is diligent and focussed to ensure my Throne is befitting for me.
My submissive has been loyal to me for many years.
We had a recent break due to me being distracted by another, and a couple of others. He remained in background always... as my friend.
He is deserving to serve me, and I love him dearly.
Of course, he has been informed that if he meets another mistress or girlfriend, I would be be fine to let him go as he is single, and I am not.
My submissive is strong and gentle. He is mine.
We have our ClubFEM Tasmania and FDCT Spanking party coming up in two weeks, and he is going to build me a spanking bench. A basic one but one that is useful for placing sweet bitch arses over it, and spanking or paddling away.
Very much looking forward to being around other FemDom believers, and having my submissive at my feet.
I am blessed to have someone as loyal as my submissive.
A stained mahogany with black cushion covering. He is diligent and focussed to ensure my Throne is befitting for me.
My submissive has been loyal to me for many years.
We had a recent break due to me being distracted by another, and a couple of others. He remained in background always... as my friend.
He is deserving to serve me, and I love him dearly.
Of course, he has been informed that if he meets another mistress or girlfriend, I would be be fine to let him go as he is single, and I am not.
My submissive is strong and gentle. He is mine.
We have our ClubFEM Tasmania and FDCT Spanking party coming up in two weeks, and he is going to build me a spanking bench. A basic one but one that is useful for placing sweet bitch arses over it, and spanking or paddling away.
Very much looking forward to being around other FemDom believers, and having my submissive at my feet.
I am blessed to have someone as loyal as my submissive.
Saturday 7 March 2015
Saturday 7/3/15
Good evening
Its Saturday night.
I am sitting here before I retire for the evening.
Today has been a busy and productive day.
I caught up with one of my Mistress friends today and we had a wonderful time eating breakfast and chatting about the various happenings in our lives. I just love being around other Dominant Women. It heartens me that there are authentic Women out there who believe in Female Led Relationships, who believe in Female Dominance. I love that.
We hung out together for a good solid 2 hours, non-stop chatting and enjoying each other's company immensely.
Afterwards, I shopped at Spotlight.. looking for materials for the upcoming Spanking party. I could have spent so much money but contained myself. A lot of burgundy colours, slightly different shades but at night time who is really going to notice... really?!
I then drove home with my goodies, and was in the mood to start painting. I painted some wood which will be used to hang up my impact implements. Hooks were placed into the wood after being painted burgundy. Loving the look. I then perused the bottom area where the party will be held, and visualised where furnishings, furniture and equipment would be placed. I have a good idea, so happy with the set-out.
After all the my productiveness, it was time to cook a creamy seafood chowder. Delicious. Eaten with fresh baked bread.
My lovely Sister texted me, and as we chatted, I was putting my furry animals to bed. My Sister and I chatted for a good 45 minutes about our days, and the males in our realm who, aren't too crash hot at the moment, but they amuse us.
I am about to do some study for a Certificate I am undertaking. Its technical, a little difficult actually but once I become focussed, I will finish it within a short time. I have 6 months to complete it however, I am hoping to finish it within 3 months. Fingers crossed I can achieve that goal.
My head is also in a bit of state as I have two job offers to consider and I am still in two minds about which one to take. So decisions decisions decisions for this FemDom. The advice that has come my way is to take the management position which I am partial to but I still have some investigating to undertake about the role. Wish me luck, folks.
Its Saturday night.
I am sitting here before I retire for the evening.
Today has been a busy and productive day.
I caught up with one of my Mistress friends today and we had a wonderful time eating breakfast and chatting about the various happenings in our lives. I just love being around other Dominant Women. It heartens me that there are authentic Women out there who believe in Female Led Relationships, who believe in Female Dominance. I love that.
We hung out together for a good solid 2 hours, non-stop chatting and enjoying each other's company immensely.
Afterwards, I shopped at Spotlight.. looking for materials for the upcoming Spanking party. I could have spent so much money but contained myself. A lot of burgundy colours, slightly different shades but at night time who is really going to notice... really?!
I then drove home with my goodies, and was in the mood to start painting. I painted some wood which will be used to hang up my impact implements. Hooks were placed into the wood after being painted burgundy. Loving the look. I then perused the bottom area where the party will be held, and visualised where furnishings, furniture and equipment would be placed. I have a good idea, so happy with the set-out.
After all the my productiveness, it was time to cook a creamy seafood chowder. Delicious. Eaten with fresh baked bread.
My lovely Sister texted me, and as we chatted, I was putting my furry animals to bed. My Sister and I chatted for a good 45 minutes about our days, and the males in our realm who, aren't too crash hot at the moment, but they amuse us.
I am about to do some study for a Certificate I am undertaking. Its technical, a little difficult actually but once I become focussed, I will finish it within a short time. I have 6 months to complete it however, I am hoping to finish it within 3 months. Fingers crossed I can achieve that goal.
My head is also in a bit of state as I have two job offers to consider and I am still in two minds about which one to take. So decisions decisions decisions for this FemDom. The advice that has come my way is to take the management position which I am partial to but I still have some investigating to undertake about the role. Wish me luck, folks.
Friday 6 March 2015
Back to normal
Hi Everyone
It appears Blogger, due to thousands of users protesting against the censoring policy for bloggers, is no longer going to take any action.
THANK FUCKEN GODDESS FOR THAT!!
So, people I will continue to blog my usual stuff when time permits!
Ms Neta
It appears Blogger, due to thousands of users protesting against the censoring policy for bloggers, is no longer going to take any action.
THANK FUCKEN GODDESS FOR THAT!!
So, people I will continue to blog my usual stuff when time permits!
Ms Neta
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